Its good to get all of my fears out
now. I have to let this run over. And its better to start from a place where
everything looks scary, since it can only get better.
I fear that New York is too hectic for me.
I fear I won’t feel at home here.
I fear not having money.
I fear I’ll never figure out the metro.
I fear my rib won’t get better.
I fear I won’t find a good apartment.
I fear I won’t do well at my studies.
And most of all, I fear… Regret? Or is it failure? Which ever it may be, I have learned in my short adult life that walking into your fears usually pays off (except tubing. That paid off with a fractured rib).
I fear that New York is too hectic for me.
I fear I won’t feel at home here.
I fear not having money.
I fear I’ll never figure out the metro.
I fear my rib won’t get better.
I fear I won’t find a good apartment.
I fear I won’t do well at my studies.
And most of all, I fear… Regret? Or is it failure? Which ever it may be, I have learned in my short adult life that walking into your fears usually pays off (except tubing. That paid off with a fractured rib).
I could wake up tomorrow at 7:00. I
could wake up at 14:00. Which ever it may be I need to find an apartment.
Priority numero uno...
Although I could save by sleeping on couches, I’m a grown ass man! I need a home.
Although I could save by sleeping on couches, I’m a grown ass man! I need a home.
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